I ♥ YOU

A DAY WITH JOANNA & MUMMY:D

2011-06-16T23:41:00.002+08:00

WOKE UP @ 9AM TODAY~!

went to McDonald with mummy & daddy!!!!

uhhhh~~~~ waited for soo long!!

mac breakfast!!!

did some work out today,

but,

just 2 sets,

i'm down...

gonna train up lo~!!

FIGHTING!!!

so~ it's dinner time.

sis came down to woodlands to look for us~

after some chat~

went causeway point for dinner;D

@店小二~

after dinner, went to pasamalarm~

saw these boosters~ lol~

angry bird all over!!!

sis brought me a water bottle!

thanks man!

love it!!!

nights earthlings ~

HOMELY DAY~

2011-06-15T23:11:00.002+08:00

HOME TODAY!!!

ytd was the last time i eat frankel cafe de zi char~

will nvr forget the taste! their samba fried rice is the best!!!

anyway, today was a very relax day~

went to fair price with mummy. brought stuff need to be replenish~

brought fruits for salad making!!! yum yum:D

strawberry, golden kiwi, green apple, pear & small tomato!!!

^^ healthy eh~

DINNER TIME!!!

mummy off day~ so i can have home cook dinner:D

sooooo happy seh!

meeting patrick tmr, for some discussion~

part time at his office~!! woohoo!

Last Day.

2011-06-14T19:16:00.002+08:00

today is my last day of duty.

im very grateful to everyone in one design, taught me precious life experience in life.

be it useful or not.

i may not be a very talented person, i may just running away from my problems. but i really wish, from the bottom of my heart, i dont want to be troubled by money any more. be it less, or more.

surviving, its a skill.

to live, i need to scarifies.

thats me.

SICK, FOOD, ME:]

2011-06-13T00:37:00.005+08:00

Had bad flu this few days~~ so didnt went for work... feel rather bad. anw, i had already decided what to do, so how they feel doesn't affect me. ( hopefully~)

isn't this little thing cute:D

chin closes his eyes, bcus flash is too bright!

aww~damn it. so kawaii!!!

this time he opens his eyes:D

meet my sisters & went upper thomson for dinner..

not dinner, like supper:p

(butter prata:x)

next up~!

RITZ's

loved this:D

such big piece @ $4.80 only:]

(but feel so sinful after eating everything:p)

choosing what to eat first~

hmm~! strawberry first!

ME ~ ME~ ME~~

HOPE I WILL RECOVER SOON!

day 2: heavy flu!!!!!

day 1:come red!!!!!!

MOVIES & ANIME:D

2011-06-11T20:47:00.005+08:00

shall intro to you ppl what movies & anime i watch in pptv. hahas:D

[YES OR NO]

its a les movie. but im so touch by the story.

very pure & sweet:>

loved the butch!! lol

[前度EX]

story i felt a bit complicated, but i still loved the story line.

quite suit in the nowadays relationship.

not exactly, but somehow the scene tells everything.

[第一神拳]

was attracted by the story line, the guy super tough!

dont think i dont watch action type anime. this anime is been quite long.

yet i will still recommend to boys out there, hu nvr watch it b4.

[POKEMON BEST WISHED]

its actually pokemon black & white. my fav cartoon!!!

i find it this series is more interesting. in fact i played the game on PC, its 3D, hahas.

[恐怖宠物店]

i was shock when i watch this. lol. but its very chim to explain. watch it urself to feel

the anime. lol. but i kinda like it. hahaXD

a bit bit gore la~

[世界第一恋]

gay anime, but its really damn nice!!!

watch it. you'll nvr regret:p

[青之驱魔师]

very interesting story. the guy dad was actually Saturn. but he was raise as a human kid.

blah blah blah. more on ppty!

hope you guys love it!!

facts.

2011-06-11T12:45:00.002+08:00

have been trying for 2 months. i wonder does the problems lies on me or i just couldn't make it. i doesn't wish to compare myself to the other. but i just dont understand WHY! that i could not even get a sales. i believe im confident enuf, i believe i can do sales good enuf. but i just couldn't believe i cant get a single shit out of 2 months. i love the job, i enjoy the process, even its tough or being rejected. i believe i gain something & learn something in it. but the reality keeps pushing down, telling me you couldn't make it. fine. seriously, i cant tolerate any more, without being paid. i hate myself taking allowance from my mum. tho doesnt mind at all. but i fucking mind. im 20 this yr, but im still reaching out from my mum?! im such hopeless? NO! i dont wish to be like that. anyway i decided to work for him. this time i really hope it will turn out good. i dont mind pay is low. but i want to be paid... i need money now.

maybe i will come back to this trade, or maybe i will find profession somewhere, i sincerely believe & know this company has taught me great stuff. never give up on any hope.

How nice?

2011-06-02T21:52:00.001+08:00

You want me to support u, but you are demoralizing me? How nice. Like I'm one genius? Can get sales right after I enter company. Even my mum haves me 200% of support. If u think I'm not capable. Let's shall not talk abt it anymore. Why nt we stop seeing each other. So that I won't have chance to spend your hard work $$$? Think before u actually say something. U always want to to care abt ur feelings. How abt me? I'm stone?! I got feelings too! Well, I'm Not losing faith in this job. If u think I'm dragging u down. It's ur choice. This is my bloody blog! I have my rights to say thing here! Or u prefer me to tell other ppl with all those awful language? U are stubborn. Just like my dad. U are right. Always in the Right.

Lost and found

2011-05-23T01:20:00.001+08:00

Finally back to blogger.
Busy with work. Lost in my work. I need to find a direction to walk out of this misery.

I wanna settle down fast. So I choose the shortest route to earn. Which is my current job. I'm now a interior sales designer. I'm definitely suitable in sales line. But, how abt design? I'm totally starting from Zero. I'm very certain that I'm gonna sign customer fast! But since march, until now. It's gg to hit June. I'm still penniless. I'm not sure whether I can take it or not. I understand what Lynn is trying to tell me. I knew it deep in my heart. I knew it. I remind myself to be matured, act as one professional, even I wasn't. I understand this is the tough way.

I realize, gg on the shortest route u have to pay even more. Time and money. Im really grateful to Lynn. She actually wake me up. Although I might not stay in the line long. But I'll remember her every words. It can be apply in any scope. I just hope I could really do well in my career. I may not say I'm still young. But I want to reach the limits. how far can I go, I will show. Words are not important anymore.

My loves ones are encouraging. My bf totally disagree with it. I understood. I am nth right now. Pls give me some time. I will prove it. I will do well. Thanks for being by my side.

its just unreasonable.

2011-04-06T23:48:00.002+08:00

rubbish. cant stand it. just a hair cut. do u have to make such a big fuss abt it?
u told me i didnt care abt ur feeling? what abt mine?

i dont think im in the wrong, at all!

pls dont be too much, i wont always follow ur ways.

:D

2011-04-02T02:24:00.000+08:00

尔奇说：有了喜欢的人，就会有弱点，因为，多了份牵挂。

感觉好真实，可以和最爱的人一起。
我很珍惜，但常常忽略小细节，让他伤心~

我会很珍惜很珍惜你的:)

new life begin.

2011-03-30T23:08:00.002+08:00

found a interior design job. nothing was easy in the first place, imma noob for that.
so so so. did some practice on drawing some houses template:)
and have to memorize all the price and what we are doing for the package. challenging tho.

mummy & daddy went genting ytd, miss them soooo much~ :(

hmm. nth much. shall post another time~

:>

:/

2011-03-11T00:41:00.004+08:00

irritating life, let me bang the wall pls.
feel so stress,feel like smashing something. the world so realistic. knn
mummy say me unrealistic bf say its time for me to grow up, i am so immature. thinking only myself.
fml. any ways to release my stress? dont be foolish, i wont do anything stupid. if any of u happen to read it. those hu go die then stupid. kns, if this is my blog and i cannot write anything then i open blog fr what. u think everything can use discuss then settle. if i say out u the one cannot tahan. aiya. i dunno la. all u all think i am too self centered, ok then so be it. im a baby. only know how to complain.. yaya. i really think hard enuf le ok! i going to blast liao le leh!!!! let me have a peace of mine pls pls pls pls pls!!!!!

its not i dont want!!!!!! is ppl dont want.
its not i give up!!!!!!! its ppl give up me.
whatever.

FML

2011-02-27T16:42:00.000+08:00

i just wan spent time wit u, is it that difficult, u every time say not feeling well.so i've learn, cus u say b4, u wan to rest means u dont wan me, to come over. what the fcuk can i do then. i need to vent my anger ok! cannot do this cannot do that. u wan me understand u, but, hhave u ever ever try to understand me? dont u know, even is just in the hse, i can jus do my own stuff, u dnt have to entertain me,even go home, im willing to go down by myself!
now! i am not happy, u more unhappy?! wtf is this? play vb then u wan acc me go? for every word u say, pls be responsible for it. i actually would know, sunday is not the day u will come out, cant u jus apologize and say sorry u was not feeling well. i take each of ur words seriously. but in the end it was nth. altho sometimes i expected u would say this, but i still try to ask again, see there is any chance of changes.
i am those hu need much sense of secure person, if u think ur presence is much of sense of secure. u are totally wrong. words can be a type of sense of secure. tell u also no use. u dont listen. even u listen. u dont take it seriously.

hais, nvm. perhaps, u will nvr understand my feelings. i suppose wont understand urs too. i know im not perfect! ok!

:to every guy.
don meet then dont meet lor. big deal. u'll be sorry when u know how horrible is ur mistake it.

u would prefer ur brothers then ur girl, that is totally reasonable. i understand this. forget it. u'll nvr understand what i want, even i told u!

fml

2011-02-15T17:37:00.008+08:00

im a selfish girl.
i didnt know, it was such a pain in my ass.

Happy? not satisfied.

2011-02-15T03:06:00.001+08:00

FaToday was Valentine.. but. Feeling empty. Lol!! Maybe both of us were broke?

Anyway, when I was very young, I always love to imagine when I have a partner to be my Valentine. Think think think think. Haha. Princess imagination. Only happens in comics. Indeed. Comics leads to many romantic imagination:) but sadly, it doesn't happen.

I'm happy wit my love life now:) but, on a special day like this, I just feel I'm not in the mood. It's difficult not to see Sooooo many couples, when majority girls held on a bouquet of flowers, or even Jus one. Even balloons! Haha. Maybe I'm too childish to think of it? Not necessary maybe?
But when ever pass by a girl with flowers, I will kept looking.. dunno what im thinking, kinda disappointed maybe. I know he wasn't a very romantic. But I just can't hide my emptiness. So feeling quite down on sun, even today.

Valentine actually meant a lot to a girl. Maybe to guys its Jus a normal day. So they don't bother to make an effort to do anything. Even a small handicrafts? Maybe I'm asking too much again.... Hais. I don't wish every time I have to pursuded myself to forget it every time.. its hard and sad...

It doesn't matters how long have been. I hope the thoughts is there. But the worst thing is, I dint even feel it. That's the sad part. Love is not for granted. It's how u work it out. I admit. I have imperfect side.. I'm working out.. trying to be better. Not emotional or whatever

I shall not have Valentine days ever.. since everyday is the same.
I may sound immature. But, that's what I think. Some things, i just can't say it out. Expecting is a very difficult job.. tiring too..

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엄마!!!! 생일 축하!!!!

2011-02-11T23:53:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY:D

笑着回家:)

2011-02-09T22:40:00.003+08:00

meet baby after facial^^

watch home coming~!!!

funny!!!!

nice show!

4/5 stars :)

I NEED A SPARE PHONE!!

2011-02-09T07:13:00.003+08:00

seriously, i need a spare phone badly!!!!

forgot my dearest charger at jeremy's hse!!!!

dick shit man! so my phone went dead halfway in the night!!!! (so i missed my alarm...)

gosh!

anyway, ytd, had a mahjong session with doro, jeremy & feri!

and im in shit luck. lols. lose all the way, but still not bad la~ wahahhaXD

have fun jiu hao liao~

so not schooling today...

but facial later!!! woooh~

MY FIRST BRANDED WALLET! ---> GUCCI

2011-02-08T01:13:00.001+08:00

so excited when receive it! my first branded wallet!

GUCCI!!!!

thanks sis:)

Outing wit Sista Adrian & jun wen:)

2011-02-06T19:05:00.002+08:00

its sunday again!!

sch tmr>.<

lets enjoy today!!!

Movie @ Cine. The green hornet again. Lol. Enjoyed today! Dinner wit my 2 Sista ltr at nex!:) woot!!!!

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Juicy Shower!!!

2011-02-05T21:37:00.003+08:00

being a women, u must be responsible for urself.

men, pls dont say that we are spoiled to spent.

its an investment.

u guys have tons of reason to buy those electronic stuff, games, etc~

but, we even have the reason to be pretty.

its for ur sake too. we women wont want to be untidy, ugly or even look down by others.

jus bcus we do no know how to doll up?

we have the rights to be beautiful!

its an investment okie..

you'll know what i meant.

im happy to be a women:)

중국 설날!!!!

2011-02-05T19:34:00.002+08:00

wohohoho~ happy chinese new yr to everyone!

HUAT ARH!!!!

HADA LABO---> 나의 새로운 친구^^

2011-02-05T17:03:00.004+08:00

HADA LABO---->

- SUPER HYALURONIC FACE WASH

- SUPER HYALURONIC ACID HYDRATING LOTION

- SUPER HYALURONIC ACID HYDRATING MILK

* GOODSKINLAP - EYELIPLEX*

after using all above item for 1 week, my skin condition totally become more smooth and supple:)

all thanks to hada labo & goodskinlap!

my pores is smaller, less oil on my face & no more peeling after washing my face!!!

i believe wit a good complexion, makes u more confident even without any makeup:)

i used to have combination skin, its always a headache to find a suitable facial wash.

even for toner & lotion.

their toner is so fantastic! it would just absorb! leaving nothing on ur face!

just smooth and sliky:)

lotion is s moist, not oily, just nice for me:)

eyeliplex is not under hada labo, but i use for abt 1 month, i used to have super jia lat dark eye circle,

and puffy eyes. after using it, it obviously reduce my puffiness & my dark eye circle is lighter now!

me--->

without make up & wit make up:)

feel the entire difference!

try it now:)

HTC DESIRE HD

2011-01-08T21:08:00.006+08:00

damn happy got my new phone... got some hassle after bring it home for 3 days, it couldn't rotate back! lols. it was the settings problem~! hahas, ok. peace!!!!

its a good choice if u guys are not getting iphone4~ :D

new phone:)

2011-01-06T18:37:00.001+08:00

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Right Round.

2010-12-05T19:35:00.003+08:00

it was fun ytd:)

every first time experience was great!

know many new frens:D

this is the little yellow which bring me around:)

thank xiang:)

gonna experience things in future, this wed going to step in to club. Power house.

i wonder wat the hell is so fun abt it, nvm, jus a peek:”)

steady life i’m having now, thanks my dear all.

i’m going to be a medicurist after i graduate, thanks for all the bless & support.

i am going to be successful!

New hairstyle:)

2010-11-16T08:33:00.001+08:00

Before

After

Haha. The stylist says it's possible to have the style. Jua to cut it straight. Probly until next yr Jan or mid feb will be long enuf for the style:D happy!

Woots!! So looking forward to it:>

I WANNA A NICE HAIR STYLE!!!!!

2010-11-11T17:30:00.002+08:00

i wann a nice hair style leh~ but i dont wann wait.

lol.

jus like these i choose. i wonder looks good on me?

tho i see all of it, about the same la..XD

this is nice:)

this like have to wait until dunno which yr.. lol.

this is me now~ hair like some crazy women. lol

by christmas i hope:)

Nokia E7

2010-11-11T15:29:00.004+08:00

Found this fantastic Phone at Nokia web:)

this is so~ cool yeah!!!!

gonna get this when its launch:)

for more info: http://www.nokia.com.sg/find-products/products/nokia-e7/specifications

BUY BUY BUY!

2010-11-10T23:35:00.003+08:00

Tons of thing to buy!!!! OMG!!!

still have to buy Flats, Cute slipper, Jeans & more~

damn, love these so much!!!

East Gear ROAD SHOW on 19,20,21 (suntec conventional hall, 6 floor)

Comex Show on 25,26,27,28 (Expo)

See you guys there:)

Bye~

Sick, process of recover:)

2010-11-02T22:15:00.002+08:00

hmm.

was sooo sick.

HEADACHE!

but slightly better in the evening...

baby came down and bring me for waffle ice cream!!!

thanks:)

I LOVE YOU!!

Now. Future.

2010-11-02T16:26:00.002+08:00

Kinda losing myself.

The thing i wanted to do, to achieve.

Seems far.

I want to do my best in everything, but seems to be useless.

I doubt myself, being someone great.

Use to imagine myself would at least earn big, take good care of my parents,

married a husband, living in a good environment, doesn't have to be very rich,

but at least can afford everything in reality.

I always know is not easy, imagine is the first step of ur dream, do it is the second step,

live it, is the final steps.

But how?

I don't have a good skills with me,

is talking and imagine a skill?

I wonder, what am i born for.

Medicurist? Designer? Sales Executive? Events Management?

URG!!!!!

how?

Changing my path direction.

2010-10-28T17:57:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps:)

I'm 19 already, after so many years, i have changing a lot.

i used to be sporty, love those exercise thingy, running all that. Doesnt mean that i'm not now.

jus that, not so into it anymore.

Right now, i'm starting to like lacy stuff, accessories, bags, branded goods, diamonds!~

Ugh~ i'm so into lady stuff now! but is my beloved ones, let me wanted to change:) i'm glad wit these changes.

but it cost me a bomb la~

yup, jobs is still a ? for me.

best for u & me.

do what sia?

but the best is 12-8 luh~

more to come!

SPENDING DAY:$

2010-10-23T19:55:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU MY LOVE.

for buying such expensive things:)

i will jiayou for my attachment de k!

love this @ 1 sight! $59,GUESS<3

& u brought this Umama for my mummy:>

cost $278!

HUGS & KISSES:)

FOUND A NEW JOB:)

2010-10-19T23:27:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps:)

hmm, recently was rather busy..

attachment start lo:)

was fun and challenging!

sketches is my food. lols.

found new job,

selling swim wear:)

BIKINIS!!!

shop name is BELLA KINI

but $5/hr

a bit disappointing.

haha:D

but i think will be fun:)

pol ite start lo.

ending tmr.

super disappointing,

super frustrated.

i dunno what else to say.

jus sad.

anw. it ends tmr.

jiayous ppl:)

Genting Trip: Day 2

2010-10-16T23:06:00.009+08:00

THEME PARK day:)

lol. my sian look~

kiddy heart~

playyed this! lol. not scary at all!

ah~dugen!

steady~ we everyday soak inside!~

3rd day got nth~ so nvr took any photo:D

GENTING TRIP: DAY 1

2010-10-14T00:03:00.007+08:00

continue tmr:)

happy 2yr anniversary:)

My fav:)

2010-10-07T21:57:00.000+08:00

Recently I've shopped quite alot sia. Lol. But I'm damn satisfied!

1. no. 19 lash, $9.90 10 pairs
(facebook, meimei)
2. Faceshop eyelash, $4.90
3. Lash glue, $8,90
(purchase from bugis street)
4. Super big geek, $10
(purchase from bugis street)
5. Phytogenic infinite concealer
(faceshop, $24,90)
6. Superman tee, $29.90
(super hero, bugis junction)

The lash glue is super good!
The concealer power!!
The super man tee very comfortable:)

I LIKE IT SO MUCH!!!!
:D

someday~

2010-09-22T01:12:00.006+08:00

let the pictures tell u the story ba~ lol:)

2 day 1 night:)

2010-09-18T19:44:00.002+08:00

see u understand. i nvr get apart wit food!

wahahaXD

heh~

2010-09-16T17:57:00.002+08:00

Woo~

finally finish exam, going to done my homework!

sooo happy!

but not very happy abt someone, ya. only des & jen know. lols,

ya. so tmr gonna meet baby:) stay over probably?

heh:)

anyway!

tmr submission at 12pm!!

wth!

Study!

2010-09-16T00:21:00.000+08:00

Heh~ finally done wit my ppt. But lots more to work on.
FIGHTING!

IPhone Blogpress

JURONG POINT:)

2010-09-13T01:28:00.005+08:00

嘿~

knowing many good friend in jurong point:) lucky neh!

maria & me:)

me & jia jia:)

she damn adorable!

we love taking pictures:D

Kim & me:)

Joyce & me

tmr exam & retest!

wish me luck!

im gonna study the whole day?

lol.

tired sio!

:)

2010-09-11T08:44:00.001+08:00

Ok. first of all. I have to apologize to my teachers. no matter who am I referring to ok. thanks for givings chances over and over again. this time I really will prove that I am capable to do it. so ya. thanks.

I know ppl ard me cares abt me, and I cares abt them too. like my clique in sch. ya. thx lots buds! always push me to go sch. I really appreciate them and definitely will treasure them as times goes by.
finally. Monday is exam! I failed my BOMM test;( I did studied!! nvm. I will pass on my retest!

still thinking how to earn more money eh!!! anyone got lobang? holidays coming. I wanna work a bit more!! to save and spend. I forget when is the last time I reach out for my mum for money to go out. lol. so I shall continue work and spend my own money.

today was our 1yr 11mth:)gg on genting trip next month on our 2yr anniversary!! so excited man!!!
ytd meet up wit baby. haha. sometime his unexpected words makes me moved. lol. like. blah blah blah. it's really fortunate that I know a bunch of good frens, and of cus I met you too:) haha. I dunno how to write down. jus feel happy when I heard that. felt satisfied and please:D

seriously. I love you more then anything else;)

SHORT AGAIN:P

2010-08-29T22:32:00.001+08:00

too tired to post anything.

scj start tmr!!! omg. sianzzz~

IT show jian lo:)

:/

2010-08-26T00:15:00.002+08:00

Not having any mood for studying at the moment.

tho i know i have to complete my education.

but i totally lost the motivation in doing that.

debar me if you want to.

god damn the session head talk like wtf?

anyway.

i don't care la.

everything changes.

its not that i dislike the course, or lost interest.

is like i lost motivation in going school.

ya~ ppl may think, woodlands to bishan is near. but i don't think that way.

i jus hope i can graduate faster, leave the irritating sch.

i not sure what i want to do,

i jus want to earn money, play volleyball, be wit my bf.

i dont mind working long hours.

as long theres intake:/

working as manicurist isn't a bad thing k.

i love the job.

i can earn my own commission.

i hope can be over $1500 up?

hope so la. i can even take a part time job on sun~

i hope you ppl will support my decision.

and will not getting disappoint in me.

i will still take good care of myself & family.

i wanna live happily.

studying is not the choice.

我爱

2010-08-24T23:54:00.001+08:00

我越来越爱。

梁濠明。

PICTURES:)

2010-08-22T22:19:00.004+08:00

YO PEEPS:)

finally get my butt to work:x

hahas:D

brought some XnDO products to try out:>

nice sia~!!!

picture time:)

these are some of the photos i like:)

PHOTO SHOT & BEACH:)

2010-08-21T23:20:00.004+08:00

PHOTO SHOT TOOK AT BUGIS & CITYHALL?

WILL SEE IT ON FACEBOOK ONCE IS UPLOADED:)

CREDITS TO ALVIN:)

MEET 10 & END 1 ^^

MEET BABY FOR BEACH VB TODAY:)

SO LONG NVR PLAY.

LOL.

I STUN IN THE COURT~

SLOW MO~

BABY SAY HE WOULD BUY THIS FOR ME:)

FOR OUR 2YR ANNIVERSARY:))

TELL YOU~

I AM HAPPY TO THE MAX!!!!

AI SI NI LE:)

HE SAY NOT SURE HAVE ANOT.

HE ASK FREN TO BUY FOR HIM:)

[new poppy signature large wristlet]

Price is not important, the efforts that counts:)

thanks for doing so much:)

i really really appreciate.

tho i still dunno wad to buy for you~

DATE DECIDED!!!

GOING GENTING ON THE 10TH,11TH & 12TH OCTOBER!!!!!

cant wait to go wit my dear boy:)

love ya:)

NIGHT NIGHTS:)

PURCHASED!

2010-08-20T01:04:00.003+08:00

YO PEEPO:)

HAD BEEN VERY HARDWORKING DOING MY SHOPPING ONLINE:P

YUP, FINALLY PURCHASE MY STUFF~

COSTING ME $70+

CUS I WAN TO WEAR NICE NICE TAKE PHOTO~GO OUT~

ALL SORT OF REASONS:X

TADA:)

GENTING!!!

2010-08-18T23:56:00.002+08:00

LOOKING SO FORWARD TO GENTING TRIP THIS TIME:))

HA:D

CUS THIS TIME IS GOING WIT MY ♥ AND PARENTS:))

WAHAHAHA:D

SOOOO EXCITED!

STILL DECIDING ON THE DATES~ ♥

♥ hope is a special 2yrs for us ♥

CRAVINGS:D

2010-08-17T17:57:00.006+08:00

CRAVINGS:D

5 transaction at a go. lol.
i' m drench!!! F@#%!

i'm paying for my own craves, not you.
so, chill man.
i got limits for branded.
only when i'm capable:)
love ya!

SON!

2010-08-17T13:38:00.002+08:00

i love my son!!!!

sick sicking sickening

2010-08-15T19:56:00.006+08:00

grant me pls:)

1. Fuji film Inst ax Mini 7 Limited Edition Series.(WHITE)$118
2.Victoria's Secret Satin Purple Beauty Tote.$89.90
3. Burberry Cantley Confetti heart Canvas tote bag.$668
4. Coach waverly op art sateen swing-bag .$208
5. Coach Peyton Op Art white medium wallet 43467.$188

just joking. im gonna buy my own!
shall prepare to save money for 101010 ha:D

u shall prepare too. will give u a big surprise!
not PS3 uh. lol.

I LOVE YOU!

Gf bdae:)

2010-08-14T19:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GF:)

its under my blk. hahas:D
had fun!

:)

2010-08-13T23:41:00.002+08:00

he scared i yao tio. lols

:)

wa laos. i wan!!!

2010-08-13T16:19:00.001+08:00

i want iwant! lols. buts cost $668!
:(
sadded.
i like this sia.

SICKENING. FLU & COUGH!

2010-08-08T23:03:00.002+08:00

2010-06-21T23:23:00.001+08:00

MOVED! TO BIHHORNG.ONSUGAR.COM

SEE U GUYS THERE:)

U dare I dare

2010-06-20T02:29:00.001+08:00

Such an irritating scene when u see a girl wit a bunch of guys, that gal was wear
Super low cut shirt. Half of her boob is breathing freely. Lol. Seriously I can't get my eyes off her tits. So how does a normal guy resist? If my bf say he wasn't looking. I dun believe. Cus I'm watching too. Lying hurts me more.

I am so lack of confident man. Although u always says it's ok to have smaller boobs. And u prefer it. Ya. But I hope I could have a bigger one. Probably Like C? B for my size is small. Hais. Y is it so unfair. I have no looks, no shape. No character. Nth at all. I jus a sports gal. Ya. Very violent. Every guy treat me Like brothers. Yes I do too. But. I am a girl. Jus a girl wit guys attitude. I suck big times.

Anyone tell me to gain confident. I want to be confident. But ppl ard me is beating me down. Ha. I am such a loser.Always Losing.

Horngg

Fuck u ppl

2010-06-19T00:14:00.002+08:00

I am in super bad mood. Bf chase me home not letting me join supper. I shouldn't have said chase. But I feeling being chase although u deny chase this word. Anyway. I don't fuck care that la. I am this attitude ok. I can't possible to pretend a good girl for too long?. I have a super fuck hot temper and fucking suck character. What u going to do wit that? I can be very gentle at times, but not every times. I am very good at tolerating. But don't u ppl that there's a limit?

Ok letting me rest more is the reason. Ok la. Acceptable! Fine. But U know no matter how many hour I slp I will still feel tired? Jus Like u always says. U don't understand is it. I'm now telling u. I am not tired in physically but in mentally. My soul is Tired of doing things that I don't like. Understand??!!!! I know I have to rest no matter wad. Sorry . I am still playful.

I also have attitute ok. I nvr throw a temper u think I very good discipline ? Sorry and I am not a good kid. Did I disappoint u?

In thr past I have to say I am blind when I in love, every really fall in love idiot do. But now I finally cann see how blind I am. I swear not to repeat the same old stupid fucking stuff ever again. i see the point to leave. But I know. I am jus another fucking idiot.

I have so many many many many tons of grudges to say to let it out. I have so many things to say!!!!! Fuck!!! But i dnt anyone to to tell!!! Can I have a listen hear ONLY? Only listen to what u say!!! I don't nid comments or any fucking ideas. I fuckjng know what am u doing. I jus nid to spill out all my unhappiness!! No matter right or wrong! Can u listen? I scared, one day I really can't take it. A blog is much more useful then a human being. i nid a listen ear.

U don't have to tell mr the world is like this. I know better then anyone of u here. I nid support not harsh words. U fucking understand not!!!! Bet u only think I am just sprouting nonsense, if u are reading this.

My parents wasn't caring seriously. Probably they are not good in words. But at least say something not that harsh? Damn I am seriously damn fucking upset when I go home I have to hear those unwanted stuff. Study wasn't easy for now. I understand working is stressful but I am stressful don't u know? I feel like other choice might suit me. Yeah. I know.

Volleyball used to be my passion. Now I start to feel sick of it. Seriously. No matter in school or outside. There is always one spoiler. Fuck?! In ITE, a VP is useless. Captain is more useless. For what to have this post? Noone listen what. U think I very zai uh. Na bei. I can't do anything ok. If I nvr come then very little ppl come. If I come no ppl listen to why I say. Jus normal drills leh. Fuck sio. Can't u jus get ur Butt up then start moving? I seriously wanted to quit la. But later ppl say I not responsible. I don't care ok. I am not happy in the team. Even outside. I always think big sister should be more matured and easy to get along. Ya right.. Worst then a Ite student. Attitude seriously kns until dunno what to say.

i feel that u are the one, but, i think u want me as the one. sometimes promises counts. i dunid nid u to promise me that u will give me a rich life or any rubbish. but if u think i am not the one, pls say. i am ready to have a long lasting relationship wit my bf, but if u are uncertain, pls pls pls. i have no courage to go on. probably u think that i am too sure abt this. but i jus cant believe in any guys anymore. i getting abnormal after treating like shit after each relationship. i dream abt those unhappiness, woke up wit fear and teared. u know how that feel? i am not a toy, and i am not saying u treating me like a toy ok. i jus feel that i am a person who nid a firm direction. i nid u to guide me, if not pls pass it on.sometimes ur unintentional stabs me deeply. haha. i know i am dramatic. i feel like crying sometimes. i cry every after argue.

like today. i am such a stupid fucking idiot.

我是个很自卑的小孩。恋爱，学业，品行，美貌，我样样不行。我该怎么办？我很需要一双肯聆听我的怨言，不论对或错。你能吗？

above is jus my personal thots, if u are reading pls read and forget. i am not writing this to pick up fight wit u

Chomp chomp:)

2010-05-28T11:35:00.000+08:00

Thursday, brought chin chin to balastier for appointment. He gonna have surgery in two weeks time:< cost abt 800. Hais. Poor son. After that wc send us home, then wait him until 8 plus for dinner:) pick up Kelvin at tamp, Nicole at lavender, then head to chomp chomp hve our dinner:>

Dessert! Shared wit Nicole:) sinful man. Lol.

Friday!!! Happy vesak day!!! Lol. Have to work today. At ion sephoron. Hoho. Die uh. I dunno where is it!
Anw, took pic wit son b4 come out for breakfast.

Oh yea, big breakfast. Thx bb:)

Shall update soon. Bye peeps:)

Horngg

Monday blues, spring at the moment.

2010-05-25T23:14:00.001+08:00

YouTube Video

Tuesday:)
Meet lipmin today:)
Dinner and movie!!
Sherk!!!
Lol. Funny movie.

I love you lipmin darling!!!!
Hugs:)
Horngg

Family:)

2010-05-21T23:50:00.001+08:00

Today stay over at baby hse:) finally see my son! Oh!! I missed him much!

YouTube Video

My son:)

Me and my son:)

Daddy, mummy & son^^

:>

Daddy with his precious son:}

Son kissu me. Lol. Bit he don't kissu daddy. Lol. So funny sia!!

^^

My precious l0ve:)

Goodnite peeps. Gonna work tmr.
Horngg

Shih tzu my baby:>

2010-05-19T22:59:00.001+08:00

Today went jurong to adopt a shih tzu from a owner:)) baby spent 600 in total. Thx baby:>

It's a boy:) but also so cute:> thx baby fren help him do basic grooming too. See him so handsome now:)

Baby too cab home le. I take train:) hoho. I miss both of them alrdy!!! Tmr gg for job interview!!!
11 mist reach bishan sio.

Nites ppl:>
Horngg

i am so sad.

2010-05-19T15:21:00.002+08:00

pls gimme some encouragement.
i may be playful,
i may look not hardworking to you.
but you cant deny my hard work.
i really tried my best to find a job that is good for both of us.
whats wrong with i going to jurong area to work?
u say is damn freaking far for u.
but wad can be my choice?
i wont deny that i am money minded.
i am jus a kid!
whenever i need money i reach out for my mum? for you?
that is when i am little.
i cant simply do that now.
maybe little things i will.
u think i wan to scarifies my weekends and not to see u?
your words are really criticizing.
tho u dont think so, but the moment i see is so hurting.
i am sorry for my bad attitude.
but u start to wtf to me.
i am nt sorry for that.

think urself.

Soul garden:>

2010-05-17T22:29:00.000+08:00

When to simei for SEX talk. Lol. Took pix wit qiu er on the bus^^

Soul garden for dinner today:>

I love you baby:)
Horngg

老人杯

2010-05-16T17:44:00.000+08:00

Lol. Today play old ppl cup.hahah. I dunno how to spell la.

Haha. Long time nvr see me tie my hair le leh. Haha. But better la. Not that hot. But my pig tail Like mop. Lol. Perspire a lot uh!!!
But we got 1st place among those da Jies:) they were good too okie. Don't think they old Liao cannot roll or run. They super zai de leh!!! Wahohohoho:>
End game at 4 plus.

Reach home at 5 plus. So tiring!!! I am so hungry now!!!

Baby now at bugis wit his bros. Hais. They having steamboat later lor. Envious! Haha!

My baby cute right:)
Horngg

Ytd & today

2010-05-15T14:04:00.001+08:00

Hello peeps.
Went clinic wit yan xin & shopping @bugis:)
Really fun man;)
Brought 2 tops for 22 bucks!!
Topshop guys tops offer 2@29. So buy for bb:)

Meet Eddie and went tcc eat cake:) haha. Cost only 8 bucks with cake and 1 milk shake!!! Thanks man:)

In the toilet!!!

Say goodbye to Yanxin at bugis:)
Meet baby at mrt, and then meet ah heng & queenie:)

Dinner at Kim Gary:>
And back to baby hse:)

The next day.

Having lunch now:)
More pictures to be upload from my camera:)

Yippy:>

Movie & dinner time:))
Watched Losers!~
Dinner @ MAnpuku:}

ice cream!!!

Horngg

sianzzzz

2010-05-13T23:06:00.002+08:00

heLLO peOPle:)

just got back from training.
diarrhea for 3 days, next was Menes!
so sadded.

hais.
dunno wad to say liao.

nights.

Toilet war!!

2010-05-12T08:27:00.001+08:00

Damn it man. This 2 days Kip having toilet war. Ytd hao bu rong yi stop liao. Today again!!! I've been missing lesson for 2 days Liao lor. Fuck la. Confirm got lots of hw de!!!

Sobs.
I miss you my baby

Horngg

love my phone to the max!!!

2010-05-11T19:02:00.001+08:00

I just love my phone!!
See see see!!! When it's at the normal.

When charging.

Wahahahahah:D
I love all my free apps.

Lol. Without those apps.
iPhone is an useless phone siol.
XD

Tea break:)

2010-05-10T15:26:00.001+08:00

Haha:)
Cakes for tea break:D

Dinner:)

2010-05-08T18:13:00.001+08:00

Dinner at Kim gary:)

:)

Jail breaking:)

2010-05-08T15:27:00.001+08:00

Thx my love:}
For helping me jail break my phone!!! Now it's hello kitty!!! Pink!!!! Lol.

:)

Bored.

2010-05-08T01:15:00.001+08:00

Happi:}

2010-04-25T22:19:00.003+08:00

no words to describe:}
i'm so into my happiness.

Ring:}

2010-04-23T23:33:00.002+08:00

ahhahaha~
me & gf brought a ring today:}
baby today finish reservist lo.

ooh~
some spammer, so the lonely uh. if u dun mind. call me lo.
i acc u chat.
until u tired.
lol.
if u dare.

:P

Cam-ster. lol.

2010-04-20T17:31:00.003+08:00

Yo~

neck pain. so i only can tilt the other side.
omg.
hurt my soul.
lol.
cant u see, my hand is supporting my big head!

back~!

2010-04-20T07:53:00.002+08:00

day 3.
missing my baby,
but he send this to me:)
thanks sweetheart!
hope u faster come back from ur reservist !
day 2.
invitation cup at clementi ite.
lols.
tiring. good and bad.
but we did well!
good job gals.
sorry for my sucky attitude.

day 1.
stay at baby hse.
supper at nights:)
with iphone gangs!
wahahahaXD

went bedok 85 eat!

:}
oh yea
central got new coach!
hohoho~

IPHONE IPHONE IPHONE!!!

2010-04-11T20:29:00.003+08:00

oh yea!
finally got my IPHONE~~!!!!
thx my baby for paying everything for me:)

so long nvr post,
cus working ma~
lols~
sian.
tmr school reopen liao!!
8 in the am!
hahaXD

meeting gf go sch!!!
:}

nights!!!

baby going reservist tmr!
gonna miss him sooooo much T.T

I MISS U

2010-04-03T23:38:00.003+08:00

this is the only thing that support me.

watching channel 8 show.
hahas~
jack neo de movie.
but is meaningful, lets not pinpoint at his mistake, but his movie.
it wasn't that bad, a good movie with soul in it, i like.
but wad he does, i cannot forgive.

like wad the movie says, sometimes look at their good points but not always looking at the negative sides of them :)

nights:}

GOOD FRIDAY:)

2010-04-02T23:13:00.002+08:00

hello peepo:D

today is good friday!
hahas:} OFF!!!
meet baby at CWP for lunch^^
ate at ICHIBAN:}

FOOD:}

MY FAV BABY CHOCO:}

thanks baby:)

went home slack.
hahas:D i am his dictionary for him when he is reading D.grayman:

watch a few anime in this holiday:}
but all finish watching T.T

:D
today is a happy day:)

i'm a happy gal:D
tata:)

:D & :(

2010-03-28T01:03:00.003+08:00

:)
meet alien & mau today.
had lunch at 313.

watch Confucius.
lol. boring show.
XD

dinner at din tai feng:)
delicious!!
:)

head to KK hospital.
sian.
got some illness.
baby acc me went there.
consultation fees is $144!!!
omg.
medicine fees was $34...

thanks baby.
help me pay consult fees.
>.<

cab to bugis to have dinner again at MOF.
sooooo nice!

sorry that i had been rude.
not meant it.
u are always my beloved!

nights:)

O.o

2010-03-25T01:39:00.002+08:00

yo.
went work today.
lol.
tired of cus.
i got my way!!!
watch my fav video:)

training today.

i tried my best.
tho i think setter is not the position i cann play very well.
i force.
myself.
to improve.
process was tough.
but, for them.
i'm willing to improve.

nights:)

SMILEY:)

2010-03-24T00:42:00.002+08:00

Thank You BABY!!!!!
for the smiley!!!

finish work abt 6.30.
so many things got to do!!!
lols. not as relax..
so decided to meet baby:>
go to his work place look for him.
good! i nvr lost my way!!!!

Thank you so much.
tho i nvr do any much,
despite you did everything:)
i dunno wad to say besides thank you & i love you.
i hope you are always by my side:}

nights:)

First day of work:)

2010-03-22T23:11:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyoy!!!!

working today:)
i 1 person use 2 com!
lols...

had chicken herbal soup~ $3.90 only!!!!
: D

after work acc li han & Xin yi go Bugis shop. bought a bag!
but my sandals still cannot find:(

HOMed~
^^

:D

2010-03-20T23:18:00.002+08:00

my beloved hair clip:>

nua at home until 4 plus.
meet baby at cwp watch kidnapper!
woots!
the movie was damn nice!
mus watch!
4/5 stars:D

homed after movie.
:D
loved my camera!!!!!

i wonder, 3Gs or 4G?

^^
bye!

new camera:)

2010-03-19T21:25:00.002+08:00

well, new camera!!!
thanks sis:))
.SONY DSC-W310.

If iphone 4G really looks like this.
i'll buy.
:D
budget: $700 below!
say helo to it at July!!!!
:>

:D

2010-03-19T01:24:00.001+08:00

No more 3Gs.
i want a Iphone 4G!!!!
i'll buy i'll buy!
june?
july?

XD

...

2010-03-18T03:01:00.002+08:00

meh meh broke up with her bf 1 week ago.
tho she was not very close wit me, but yet i asked her why.
cus she says: i hate bf now.
weird tho, normal gals wouldn't say that...
so i suppose smth bad happen.

they had been tgt for 3 yrs.
but the reason to break up is, not suitable.
why? must it be after years to realize that they are not suitable..
she says, we are not suitable all along.

feeling complicated now.

i know my feelings very well.
i know you are the same:)
i want that we are the most suitable ones.

if you are reading this post.
dont think too much.
i dont meant anything.
i am confident about us.
so do u.

but, dont ever tell me,
i will meet someone better when i step into the society.
i will never accept that.
unless u have no faith in me or you.

if you dont have, or u dont wan to waste your time.
tell me.
i am optimistic enough to accept the fact.

i am forever like this, somethings i really cant change.
but i already tried my best.

i may not be as caring.
but i tried to show.
u know, i cant express my own feelings well enuf.

i hope u cann understand this.

but, same for you.
sometimes, wad u say is jus words.
i need to see.

tada.

F it.

2010-03-16T02:14:00.002+08:00

sometimes i really feel like I'm going crazy.
especially when facing people who are important to me.
i sucks in expressing my feelings.
even when i really care about certain things..
i don't meant to pick a fight.
despite, this is how i express it.
my emotion bank is draining out.
maybe I'll go black out one day.
:(

FUCK IT LUH.
I REALLY DOESN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO LE LA.
HOW TO BE LIKE WHAT U WANT?
I TRIED.
BUT U SEEMS TO BE UNSATISFIED.
HOW TO REPROGRAMMED MYSELF?!!!

2010-03-11T22:57:00.003+08:00

HELO PEEPOS:D

day1.
cut my stupid retard fringe.
lol.
i think i look more retard with the bangs D:

day2.
IT show start.
stay at ah ma hse, paya lebar.
ha!
super near suntec,
but still need 45min.
O:

breakfast:)

lunch:D

dinner:o

lols. big & small.

me & D!( dunno how to spell her name:x )

nites peepo:)

CAB CAB CAB!!!!

2010-03-08T20:46:00.003+08:00

hello.
today, not good.
woke up late for skool.
super bad mood in the morning.
big F!
becus of baby.

super no mood do anything.
hand up my ppt.
cab home with des & tin..

went home, play HKO awhile.
heavy rain at woodlands!!!!
omg.
cab-ed down to lavender for product training.
AND!!! cab home.
spent almost $60 on cab.
lucky.
baby sub me half:)

aunty visit me.
so heavy!
cramp like sky fall.
so wobbly.
:(

I ♥ YOU

2010-03-07T20:07:00.002+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

ALICE IN THE WONDERLAND!

2010-03-06T23:54:00.003+08:00

YOz~

went meeting baby this evening.
food at wan zai^^
ha.love-d the prawn but hate the noodle.
lol~
i left the noodle alone and munch the prawn>.<

watched ALICE IN THE WONDERLAND
sooo nice!!! sooo cute:D

while waiting for bus go home.
cam whore a bit

lolz~
nights:)

Labels: Loving you more, makes me weaker. Cus I'm afraid to lose you.

I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU!!!

2010-03-04T23:48:00.003+08:00

hello earthlings~

MC-ed.
went to see doc today.
sian.
$50 fly away T.T

meet baby after doing my stuff.
went manpuku had our dinner:)
delicious!!!!!
hahas<:
total only $13!!!

blah
blah
blah
blah
.
.
.
.

nights<:

Labels: I'm afraid to die, because i have not done loving you.

HELLO KITTY ONLINE!!!!

2010-03-02T23:21:00.002+08:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO!!!

i'm playing HELLO KITTY ONLINE!!!
lol!

partially insane.
thinking of you!

nites peepo:)

IPHONE!

2010-02-28T23:06:00.002+08:00

IPHONE!!!
HERE I COME~!!
WITH THIS OMG CASING!!!!

thank you baby,
for everything you say today!
haha:}
I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!
:)

Labels; love, miss, care for you

NEW NAIL DESIGN:)

2010-02-28T13:04:00.002+08:00

ha:)
ytd night spend half an hour paint
& stick those super tiny crystal on my both hands!!!
gonna cork eyes liaoXD
the color is dark blue, white & pink crystals:)

tada:D